uhm i only REALLY celebrate 2 holidays of the year which are halloween and christmas...so happy halloween, guys! remember to be careful of psychopath men dressed in bear or bunny suits ♥ carry a knife or gun around when going trick or treating!
so... tell me how was your day!
i won't go trick or treating because i went to my friend's costume party last night! it was GREEAAAT...instead tonight i'm going to ~mrnvlz's house to play ocarina of time and wind waker woohoo!

also, it is official! i want a geeky boyfriend who likes to play silent hill so that i could watch him play orz i am just not able to play it! so scary...but so cool!
AHH!! last night was so cold, i am too sick now! aaaahchoo!

p.s. oye nom cual es el deviant de la nom?

almost 2 months and i had not updated this journal! i am sorry, i have nothing to say ;;;
because i felt bad, i thought i would update with this meme which was stolen from :

Why did you join this site?
I joined in 2005 (I had another account). I joined because I liked the idea of posting your drawings. I found a link to an artist's profile in another page (I still remember the artist!)

What does your username have to do with you? Is it a combination of your favorite things, or a character of yours?
uhmm a girl who used to be my friend used to call me mashter, but it was occupied so she also suggested for me to put x's in there haha. now it looks emo and ugly and i hate that name. if i wasn't that lazy and if i wasn't such a whore for watchers, i would change to closetmind D:

What is your current icon of?
Toshiya!

How many watchers do you have and how many people are you currently watching?
I have 63 watchers (fail) and I watch 118 people (epic fail). They're...a lot.

Do you have more than one account?
I had one before.

Name 3 of your favorite artists on DA.

**BONUS**

What deviant do you admire because of their personality?
No one.

How many people on here do you actually know in reality? Post their avatars.

(most of them are dead accounts) And I think that's it...I hope the list gets longer later though ; _ ; )/♥

Do you comment, fave, or both?
I don't comment often because I don't always have anything to say, plus comments don't work very well in my computer. I always fave though.

What do you typically post on deviantart?
Traditional drawings...boys and girls, black/white and colors. I'm pretty general.

Do you participate in clubs or contests here on DA?
I used to participate in :iconLxLightclub: but not anymore. I...hate it.

What is your most popular deviation?
The one I hate the most: The Name's Jeevas [link]

What's your favorite submission in your favorites gallery?
It is hard...
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and
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What are the things you wish you could draw better?
pretty much everything...

Are you a subscriber?
No.

How many hours a day do you spend on DA?
1 hours maximum, if I hadn't been on dA in the last days and I have a lot of messages.

Are you a fast, slow, or medium typer?
Fast typer.

What is your favorite emoticon?


What is the most annoying thing people ask you?
People don't ask me much, and I am not easily annoyed.

What is the most annoying comment you get?
Things unrelated to the topic (unless it's someone reminding me of something).

What inspires you?
Music, and whenever ~m-a-k-o or ~gidragirl or ~uke-sama draw anything ; _ ; )/♥

Do you use any traditional media?
I only use traditional media ;; It's just that the screen...it kills me.

Do you associate people online with their icons?
No, I have a bad photographic memory. I remember usernames very well.

Have you ever suggested a Daily Deviation?
I am not sure.

Everyone has considered leaving DA once or twice. Have you? Why?
No. I don't like it when people leave, specially when they're my favorite artists. The worst is when people leave "because they can't stand the community", then please uncheck all journals in your watching list.

I am much better now. Thank you for those lovely kids who supported me.
I want to give you a big, big hug! (yes, i WILL hug you, slutty danny!)

Now, someone else needs your support now, this time it is economically. Miss beli is going through very hard times. Some lovely mexican artists want to help her by selling $2.50 sketches. There is much more information on the following [link]
Si eres de México, se tomó el dólar a $10 solamente, lo que significa que cada sketch cuesta solo 25 pesitos. buscale feria en las bolsas de todos tus pantalones y veras que si te alcanza.

Thank you,
Lulu

my aunt has a big house with a lovely garden and a pool and a fountain

there are windows everywhere and she spends most of her time in her office, which is also her library.
it is lovely to lay on the red carpet and look at the beautifully-carved wood ceiling and to catch the shelves which are filled with books with my peripherical (i hope that word exists/is correctly written) vision. they might not be completely and 100% filled by now, but one day they will.
because i know that she loves to read as much as i do, and she knows i love to read as much as she does. on friday and saturday nights, when i am being ignored by the people around me, i know i can go and sit on one of those red leather chairs(couches?) and read just any children's book. i know she does not mind and that she thanks me when i arrange her 500+ books first in categories and then alphabetically.


i am sorry, i have not been able to draw anything at all since january. it is funny, as soon as i learnt to paint, i lost my ability to draw. today i will try again, but i cannot promise much. i have many ideas, but i just can't let them go. i don't feel like an artist anymore. i don't feel like a person. i feel like a robot, like a soul-less body.
look at the bright side, i got the highest score in the math test. i am doing well in school, but bad in life. i feel very ugly, fat, and dumb. i have lost all of my dreams and goals, but i know they will be back.


hopefully, tonight will be a good night.


note: i really hate my username. i'm sure you know but it makes me puke. should i change it? would you rewatch me? i don't want to do another account because i'll have to re-watch all that people i love...